wish i was kissing you instead of thinking about you
People get drunk
They hook up with the wrong person
And pretend to be okay
People act tough
And get mad
" - Distraction in its true form (via thisisnotmyfairytaleendingg)
People will do anything to distract their heart.
They will do anything to distract it from missing someone.
Wow this is so fucking relevant right now. Exactly what I did.
Okay. I understand if you go hook up and have sex with that girl now. I understand if you’re just going to forget about me completely. I understand if you never want to do anything with me again. I understand if you lose my trust. Because I’m fucking stupid. I’m so stupid. I’m a stupid bitch ass slut. I don’t deserve you. You’re so faithful and so dedicated to me. I don’t deserve you at all. I’m such a slut.
Wow. I might just have fucked up my entire relationship. Wow. I haven’t even processed this whole thing yet, I’m still in shock about how much of a slut I am.